I’m getting sick of waking up with no one in my bed
Writing down what’s in my heart just to get out of my head
I go to the coffeehouse, pray I don’t see someone I know
I don’t want them to pity me for all the time I spend alone
And I’ve been trying to find my peace
But nothing feels like home
And this is the place I’m most afraid of
But this is where I always am
I’m getting sick of numbness, it’s so hard to feel a thing
Like I might as well be gone, like there’s nothing left to sing
I cling to every helper who surrounds me on my way
Don’t leave me on my own, don’t let me lead me astray
But the dread will fill my bones
When there’s nothing left to say
And this is the place I’m most afraid of
But this is where I always am
Jesus, when Your own are weeping in the dark
Why do You keep them in this foreign land?
You know what it’s like
To reach out
With a God-forsaken hand
That’s a pain that I
Will never know about
So I know You that you must understand
That’s a love I
Will never be without
Lord, make me alone till I love again
Be still...
credits
from Shaping Season, Vol. 1,
released April 17, 2020
Benjamin Daniel - Vocals, acoustic guitar, piano
Allen Odell - Production, keys, BGVs
My favorite Falling Up album by far! Love the musical creativity and originality, combined with beautiful lyrics and vocals. Can't stop listening! annavdbrink
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Alec Bowman perfectly captures the dark soil under the pastoral world of British folk with this collection of melancholy originals. Bandcamp New & Notable May 12, 2020
Catchy melodies, masterfully crafted instrumentation, and thought provoking lyrics. A big step up from the last album, and I really love that one. Highly recommend for all your mathy pop rock needs. Lauren Elise